So what have I done today OTHER than change my voicemail, work on an awesome drawing, watch a Sailor Moon episode in both japanese and english to see how much they changed, eat a fudgesicle,  punch watermelon rinds and.... yeah, I punched watermelon rinds....
Is that.. weird...?

oh. >.>

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Um, so... yeah. There's not much going on. I WOULD have gone skating with Bethany, but alas, I was in charge of dinner and Mom was out with Justin and Phillip and Kelsey had friends over..... so yeah. No worky out. It's okay, I guess. Bethany texted me and said it was really crowded. I wanna go to Otakon. But that's not happening. Not this year. Cuz it's THIS weekend. And it's in Baltimore. And I bet it's sold out. And yeah.
haha.
In the hypothetical future when I'm making enough money to go off to random cities on random weekends and hang out with other geeks, I will find a way. I might be not-a-teenager by then though. Oh well. Who says I can't still have fun when I'm an adult!? ;DD

I don't have much else to say right now. yeah... mmhmm.
OH! mom got me some colorless prismacolor pencil blenders. SWEET! now I don't have to use the white for that anymore! :3
I have two main kinds of geek-ness. Art geeky, and otaku geeky. My otaku specialties are anime and manga. The two kinds of geekiness kinda intertwine. :)
This picture is of me as an emo-style girl and Bethany as a punk-style girl. It was some dress up game.

LOL so yeah. Thiiiis is life

I had this song stuck in my head earlier:
Here's the link, if you can't see the embedded video. 
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jPz3YaIJkjQ&feature=related

I love the song except for a couple parts, not the music video so much. It's pointless. It's just her lip syncing and hanging out in a room full of documents and art... which come to think of it isn't so bad... I mean it's a cool room for the most part... But nothing happened in the music video. Like at all. She could have at least had some cool paper-flying-everywhere thing or something... or gradually changing the room.. but no. She just laid on the couch, and stared at the camera... which was shaky... and walked around messing with stuff. And then that grass in the one room was so CG it wasn't even funny. and it went from waist high to shoulder high. inconsistencys... >.>
Enuff ranting. I have to get to work on writing my manga. I also need a good site to host it on. for free. I don't want to pay :P Also, I don't want to have to give them my adress... creepy.
I had a nice long conversation with my parents today. :) hehe. I love them.
I found out that TWIG has a facebook page and also that they're converting the site, like.. today. O.o. I wasn't paying much attention/wasn't really getting on the computer much recently.
heh. ANYWAY
lessee.... I'm outta things to talk about, that are interesting anyway. I know you don't want to hear the same old, same old 'i can't find any good anime' rant. You don't want to hear me complain about my brothers (who I love, even though they're annoying all the time sometimes :] lol)
I have a love/hate relationship with technology. *sigh* computers, ipods, phones...
I've been waking up 9:30ish lately. Which is good for me, I suppose. I should start getting back into my get-off-the-computer-by-a-certain-time rules again. That gives me approximately half an hour but I may get off before then. cuz it's not a school night so, 11 o'clock.
on school nights, it's supposed to be 9:30, and nights that aren't school nights but i still have to get up reasonably early the next day (aka saturday nights) is supposed to be 10. 'cept saturdays end up running way late. xD I heart youth group.
SPEAKING OF! Oh, well I might have already told you stalkers this, but at central market saturday, I got to eat an eclair. How special. :) If I posted about this before, I apologize, so here's a picture of one to make up for it:

That isn't to the T of what they had at Central Market, but it's close. 
I'm drawing a cool picture of a girl in stripey clothes jumping through the air. It was inspired by some video game cover... Nights, Journey of dreams. I think it's a Sonic spin-off. I saw it in some store. It's kinda different though. My picture that is.
Well, see ya I guess. XD

SORRY!!!!!!

I have not been on the computer much the last few days, therefore, I have not been blogging. The last two days of Immerse were great. Well, Friday was. Thursday was too, but I had a rough spot. :(
Treasure Hunting on Thursday went reasonably well, it was fun and I love running around malls xDD
Then Friday we went to Landa Park. And that was good. :)
Theeeennn I went to a prayer meeting Friday night. It is SOO fun to just soak in God's presence.
I stayed the night at Bethany's and watched Howl's Moving Castle. We talked until 1:30.
Mom picked me up around 11 the next day and I was so tired but somehow I didn't feel like napping so I watched Aladdin 3 with my brothers.
Then I went to Central Market with the youth group and hung out with allison part of the time and drew the rest of the time. I was in a very mellow mood. And then my parents came and Dad got me an eclair. I felt like I needed to have one. I was... drawn to it, somehow.
lol
This morning we visited Red River church because Justin was helping lead worship there.
Then this afternoon we had Golden Chick for lunch and I found out we had a subway. O_O After living here 12 years, you would think I'd have figured that out by now.
Anyway, toodloo!

That oil smells like bubble mix.

Today at Immerse we all prayed for Bethany's ear, and played ninja.
We had prayer time and there was a video camera but I tried to act normal. :)

Then Mr. Cogdell had his talk, and beforehand he had people introduce themselves. I accidentally said my name was Bethany. 9_9
It was on Happy Holiness. I want to be like that. :)
I think my favorite piece from his talk was that the phrase that Jesus used, "The spirit is willing but the body is weak" was a diagnosis, but not a declaration. The body does not HAVE to be weak
We played 4 on a couch. Those light-shirts had to win. >:(
:)
we made prophetic pictures for the people on our right. i got a good one. :D
Everyone prayed for my jaw. Nothing seemed to happen immediately, but I think there was a little improvement cuz I felt something in my jaw when I was being prayed for, and i can feel a liiiiittle movement on the left side now. :))))

Numero Dos Immersos (okay, I made up that last word)

OKAY!
Today was awesomesauce.
Sooo first we got there (on time, today) and I sat down with Bethany and she gave me this AWESOME picture of me as a DDR character. in 3 different outfits. I LOVE it. It went right on my wall when I got home.
The first thing we did.... was have a prayer time. we prayed about things that Jesus has been to us or done for us, and prayed leadership over each other. I drew a picture (started one anyway) on the art wall that I got during the bible study yesterday on Psalm 23:5. We also prayed for things in a group of what was getting in the way of loving God and people.

At the beginning of Immerse, Matt or someone was saying that people lose pens at Immerse. So I had decided I would not lose my pen. Guess what happened. Yep. My pen fell out of my journal in the main area so at this point in the day I went looking for it and found it and then sat down and then Phillipe had his talk about reconciliation. It was greattttttttttt.
Then, we had LUNCH. Beans. And Rice. My favorite :3
Theeeennnn we played this game. The game was where they scooted the chairs in close into a circle and we all had to move over to fill the vacant seat so the person in the middle couldn't sit down. There was a group of like four people in a row (Tabitha, Me, Joseph, and Micah) who would all scoot over at the same time like we were all stuck together or something. And it worked. Then we played the murder-wink game. I was pretty ignorant and tried to wink at someone right when Moriah (or whoever it was) was facing me. They saw me. I stunk at it. XD When it was my turn to guess, it took me forever.
Theenn, we had worship and prayer, and there were two people who did that with us. I had this kinda picture/vision in my head during that time and one of the two people (who were apparently from IHOP) was able to tell me what it meant- which was way cool. Because sometimes I get something and I can scrape a meaning out of it, but he like, saw stuff in it that I totally couldn't have guessed. it was like---- whoa.
I probably ought to go write that down, actually. Before it becomes fuzzy and stuff, because my memory is awful. Which is why I've started blogging. :)
Then Will Matthews had a time with us when we asked the Holy Spirit to come and He totally did, we were laughing a lot, I was crying, it was just amazing and SO much fun. I don't think I've had that much fun with God in a long long time. I didn't get exhausted until after we left this time, which was good, but this time it was Joseph's turn to be very tired. Sleep deprivation... TT.TT It's no fun. I'm praying for Holy Spirit Caffeine for everyone tomorrow so we can be awake and alert and ready to have fun and be charged up with God! And I'll end up there early tomorrow since one of my parents (probably dad) is driving. :)))
God, I love you. SOooooooooo much. You ROCK!
And anyone who reads this, God wants to pour out his blessings on you. And I'm also getting 'confidence'. Be encouraged! ;D